“And All These Things Shall Give Thee Experience”

by ST

My childhood days
are remembered a little faintly.
Both happy times and foolish ways--
I'd not return
To re-live or change--
I look forward,
Even if a bit dubiously.

Then came the years
Of deciding what to be:
Sampling enough of both good and evil
Which fruits I tasted,
I grew to know and desire what was sweet,
Mourning bitterly the tasting that seemed wasted.

I went out to bless and gather,
But found myself the blessed, rather,
And deep sank insight.
When I married I meant to bless,
And found myself a 'saint' much less
Than ever I had considered:
Still more insight gained.

I bore a child, and she was all to me,
As were my Church and Family.
And more and more I knew
What was worth most in Life,
And what I wanted to do.

Then more major trials came--
So deep I nearly drowned--
Lost my course and my direction;
The storm was fierce and worsened.
I could only 'hang on'
Whatever rope I could grope with all I had
Hoping rough seas would not continue longer.

Suddenly all was changed--
I seemed in a different boat!
(At least this boat did float . . .)
If wisdom I have not gained,
I know not how to name,
Only call it "Experience".

Published by Emerging Bird

When life seems like a broken egg, something amazing may emerge.

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